All i was after

Their time alone had not disappointed. When the inn keeper had banged on the door announcing the delivery of the food, Milo had sent her away, having lost his appetite for anything other than Evie. It must have been at least an hour since then and there was no doubt that the food had gone cold or been eaten by other, hungry mouthes.  

He couldn’t play dumb. He knew exactly what she was referring to. Not unlike his own father, he had had many women who were soon forgotten about after he had bedded them. But not Evie. 

“My fair lady” He smiled and guided a loose strand of hair behind her ear. “You are badly mistaken in believing that that was all I was after” A secret smile crossed his face as he took her hand and placed a gentle kiss on it. It was part of what he wanted, yes, but it wasn’t quite everything. And that was what he truly wanted: all of her in every way possible.

“Maybe so, but whatever the motivation, I’m happy you did come after me” She smiled. Even if it was just because of his duty to the king. It would indeed be sad to see someone so devoted to their work leave. But there was nothing for it. Nothing she could do or say to make It better or change his fate, if the king did decide he was unworthy of the job. 

His words brought a smile to her face. She couldn’t help but wonder if it was true. Yes, those that knew Andy or those who served her would surely remember her, maybe even miss her, but would the royals? Would the lords and ladies of court? Andy and her family were always viewed with such jealousy that she was sure that her leaving court would be a welcome surprise to many. 

Then a thought can to her.

“Since you will lose your job anyways…” She glanced over at him, uncertain if she really had the right to ask this of him. “Tell me what the letter said?” She tried to study his face, to understand what he was thinking. It was a dangerous game to play, but she had to know. He was her only chance to ever find out what it had said. 

Since he didn’t answer at first, she placed a hand on top of his and forced him to meet her eyes. “Please Jasper… Your my last hope”